August 22
heehee juju this is for yous
JUJU; an object superstitiosly believed to embody magical powers
TAM said maybe thats why RIEPH is in love with you hahahah ROLF
August 20
heres i lurverly quote for yall that deff made me LOL
I hate this stupid question. I either feel like being totally unoriginal and going "FOOD, WATER, AIR, SHELTER, CLOTHES, AND A TOILET HYUK HYUK" or trying to name a bunch of serious, intangible things. There are way too many of those to list. What I DON'T like is when people list a bunch of brand name possessions like iPods. Fuck that. You're telling me you'd rather DIE than use a Microsoft Zune?!
- lame_pun, okcupid.com
its not what you think i go there for the quizes lol for really i do
I'd like to welcome yall to the lilo show.
FYI I was so over "frustrated" the next day. so today i send out some myspace comments checked my mail talked to some old friends JAKE & RS. pick my toes and i have to say not much going on . so today i was hoping that this entry would be an analyzation on my summer but im guessing that i just wanted to blog again so the entry "frustrated" can get bumped down a bit.
back. like i said currrently between msn convos.
jen came back like 2 days ago shes supposed to go paintball today
ok im just gonna end this here and go GOOGLE yay lilo
August 05
welcome back JEALOUS ANGRY GIRL
PPL of BLOGSVILLE brace yourselves, today I'm one big bag of ANGRY! So Sunday I went for a test photoshoot with Eric Weber on behalf of Bergje whose agency I hope to be a part of (right now not so much but hopefully this mood will pass). So yes i went to do a shoot things that were bugging me that say? 1. I was holding water 2. I went to sleep really late (not on purpose but I did) 3. TAM thought she was being all cute by not helping me pick out clothing. she rejected almost everything but she couldnt make a suggestion on what to take. *snort huff*. So anyways i found some pieces and we left. (turns out most of the pieces used were black but thats another story)
when we got to D H Central we missed the tram and TAM was all like see you cant run blah blah getting on my nerves. SIDE BAR: i left the directions at home (douche moment) but i had his number saved in my phone and i sort of memorized some of the directions (fewy moment). so we got there and Eric was like we're doing just some test turned out that wasnt no damn test we went straight through all the clothing and my hair was all wild and i was (and still currently am and forever will be pissed!
brb
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so yeah... pissed forever.
lets speed this up a bit. so we took the photos came home had ro practically beg tam to look at the pics with me and when she does she falls asleep. im like dammit mang 1 i think i look teribble because i dont like my hair and the bags under my eyes are humongo you know. and its her fault my hair is jacked up because she combed it and yes you can keep asking but if i tell you im fine that you jacked up my hair I LIED and i will continue to lie BECAUSE YOU JACKED UP MY HAIR AND IF YOU NEED TO ASK YOU WILL NEVER KNOW!!!!!!
so i just spent an hour or so tinkering on the comp trying to download some 6 pic Eric said he would photoshop and like im not asking for much because like with the MAC on my face was flawless and i didnt look big and even thow im still bitchy about the hair the only thing i thought you really had to do was remove the bags from under my eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ASSHOLE.
i dont know what you spent those 6 minutes doing before you sent the "photoshop-ed" pics back to me but obvi you didnt put any effort into it. i mean SHIT i spent more time choosing the pics!!!
myspace status; LILO IS THINKING THIS IS SOME BS *irate*
BREATHE
so moving back. some time last week i gave TAM a back and a foot rub while doing it i said "hey why dont you do mines" she said later. WELLLL (dejaunp) almost 4 days later and still no back rub!! but thats not why im pissed.
so as we know SD went to AL like 2 weeks back (remember the whole iSummer thing?) and to be honsent she had the money to go but if you think about the fact that the house needs to be finished and i have one big fat bill to pay INHOLLAND then no :| blanket you cant go.
she comes back the first thing out of her mouth "i wanna go back" now i didnt say it then but i was thinking it all then and now YOU AINT GOING NO WHERE! yes you could go but i refuse to keep living like this. moving on. late last night she tells me some sad story about how ANG need money to pay her school fee or she cant go school next month im thinking WELL THATS A SAD STORY BUT SHIT I NEED MONEY OR I CANT GO TO SCHOOL ASWELL then wouldnt we look pretty.
WELLLL with that said LILO had a moment of DUMBASS HONESTY and i told SD that you know as much as im happy you went on that trip i have to be honest that it wasnt in your budget. then she says
what i dont believe you said that you know how many trips you went on and i aint went on and bla blah blah slam your head in a door and f%#@# off!!
im thinking what does that have to do with anything your BROke your living off your saving talking about going on vacation and feeding the poor BITCH you are the poor.
so now this morning she was all angry with me when i asked how much money they needed and she was like "oh you hurt my feelings and im not angry but i dont want to talk about it blah blah slam your head and f%#@# off!!
so what do i do? i went in the kitchen to wash dishes and sing some V Carlton because thats what i do. SIDE BAR: for get Bathroom confessionals its straight up KITCHEN OPERAH(sp?) sigh
so no (by now i mean 45mins ago im sitting on the comp downloading above mentioned pics when SD come out of the bathroom asking if i want my back rubbed.
IM NOT A FOOL
so i play it off like nope NO THANK YOU (youre too late dont hate now suck a fart)
she keeps on asking and im still like wham bam no thank you mam. then she get the pic and she come up all shy liek um ONI you want to do my hair and a light bulp goes off in my head like *ting* i knew you wanted something ofcourse she wanted some thing and she new her LILO CREDIT had run out.
i made her tea, cookies, food, washed dishes blah blah blahblahbl all in hopes of a stinking back rub when the orig agreement was i rub yours you rub mines. but that didnt happen now youve pissed me off to the MAXXXX and you want to play nice so you can get your hair did.
I CALL BS
i would say kiss my NAACP but im a nice calculating person. shes sitting there right in my professional vision washing her tracks as i type this dread you getting your hair done but i really pissed
and the point of this very long and in no way overly dramatic story of frustration? lilo better find moeny to pay her school fee because this bitch will save the world and leave you in the ghetto.
or something like that. holla if my disposition changes